Mish life is going by so fast! Too fast, I didn't think this day would be here so quickly. I put me self on a no carb and no sweet diet (well limiting me self to eat less sweets).
So this week was just a re-focus week. At the beginning of the week I wanted to really change. Just change everything. The area, me self, a better companion relationship, church member relationships. At the beginning of the transfer I was struggling, struggling to be happy, with the work, with everything. Things weren't the way I wanted them. So on that Monday I decided to let go of all the things holding me down, the things that kept me stuck in a rut. I reflected over the condition of me heart. Where was is? It was still in Sheffield, tbh.
But I refocused me heart on the work and on the people here in York. That gave me the motivation to commit me self to talk to everyone - on buses on the street. Before, I just didn't 'feel' like talking to people, me heart wasn't centred on the work and what I have to give to the Saviour. I could do it, the energy or desire wasn't enough to push me to do it.
But I have this great opportunity, a new situation and I should make the best out of it as possible. And as I recommitted me self and constantly keeping me heart in the right place. Constantly asking me self, 'What more can I give to the Saviour?' I found me self to be more happy, to have the energy to talk to everyone, and this week has been the best of the transfer! Work, centred on Jesus Christ, is the fountain of lasting happiness. Why has it been such a late lesson learned? haha but glad to learn it. Better late than never(: